Star Light-(Part-3)

She just stood there quietly on that beautiful beach expressionless, motionless staring into the blue trying to remember what a beautiful life felt like. It was hidden somewhere deep, deep within her and she's trying to remember but its buried so deep in her she now has forgotten what it felt like. But there was something about that blue waters reflecting the blue skies as she stood on a golden sandy beach mother Gaia, the mother Earth whispered into her ears, "remember", she whispered "remember". But all she could do now was stare at its beauty, silently, motionless, feeling a ripples of emotions running through her forcing her to remember, what it was like to be truly happy. The past few decades, a significant period of her life, an ocean of time in her existence has flashed by like a second. Those years were not kind years for her, those years were not anything close to beautiful, but of horrors she silently holds in herself. Still mentally trapped by a darkness that now is fading slowly and gradually, she cannot remember a time in her life where she felt alive and happy, as it was way so far back in her life that it almost feels like it was a dream. It feels like it was a figment of her imagination or maybe the undying hope she held on for all these years. Time has not been kind to her, it has tested her to her very last cell in her body, she has given and given and given to such an extend that nothing of her exists now . 

A strange peace fills her, she feels safe now far away from the abuse, the fights and the emotional vampirism that has been draining the love and light out of her. She is finally free now, free to roam to her hearts content, free to fly away into the blue to rediscover herself, to remember what it was like when she was a small girl full of life, with dreams and ambitions. For the heavens have finally heard her prayers and they are giving her wings back, they are giving her voice back and her life back with the glory she deserves, with the dignity she has earned. A soul that had fought through all the odds when everything was against her, she was the only source of light for 3 souls when the darkness was fiercely against her. She fought through it all, all by herself, she stood through it all when no one sparred her any mercy, but just stood there and witnessed her sad life from a distance. But hope she held on with all her might and from that hope one day came out a miraculous life.  And there she is staring at that blue, not because she can't remember but she's silenced with sudden  disbelief that all her dreams are coming true. The relief she feels is beyond explanation, the surprises she gets in her life are unimaginable. Just a moment ago the universe had her at her knees, but she still believed with her unwavering faith and today the universe carries her on its shoulder giving her the experience of a lifetime. Times changes so quick and  it unjinxes the bad times and suddenly you feel the brokenness is fixed. It beautifully transforms you to the maverick you are, always meant to fly high shining among the stars. 

She, yes her, standing there right there on that beach with a warrior's soul is my mother. My mother I say proudly. A woman in form, but a power unearthly, Her story is just beginning, she's got much to accomplish. It is truly mysterious how life works, so never give up on hope and in yourself cause it takes just a moment for everything to turn around, it takes just a moment for miracles to happen if you keep an undying faith impervious to any external influence. No dream is small, and no dream you have is too big, fight like a fierce warrior to achieve them with an undying faith and you will accomplish wonders beyond belief. There is no other way than for it to happen, for you have challenged the universe itself and it has no other way than to give it to you. And the best example I could think of was my mother. She wakes up everyday in disbelief of how her life has changed and even now she keeps her faith closer than ever before cause now she believes in herself more than she ever has in the past. Nothing could awaken her but life took her on a journey and opened the eyes off  her soul, and that day it did open, she knew she will never be the same again. Just like her many of you out there, who are on a similar path, don't worry, your moment will come just like hers and when it does come it will be glorious. 7 seven years since the beach she now has come a long way, still healing, still recovering but soaring high.

While you are imprisoned in a rational world, that beats you down to be practical in life killing every ounce of your dreams and aspirations. It might seem foolish or impossible to follow your dreams, while you're held there in that suffocating space, know this, that every dreamer who has achieved their dreams started off once like you. The only difference is they took one step forward and then another until they reached their goal. No magic can be felt in today's world as we are all slaves to our own thoughts and emotions which are deeply controlled by our environment  and the people in them. We think that there is no other way than to work hard, and burn the midnight oil for giant corporations or any influence that keeps you in its grips. They in turn groom minds to keep people in a certain way so they chase the money they decide you are worth and trick you to believe this is your reality. And billions live this life not knowing there is another way, yes there will be struggle but aren't you struggling anyway, the only difference will be that you are living life under your terms deciding your worth and doing the work you love achieving the dreams that truly matter to you that inspires you and the others around you. You will no longer feel struggle the same way because it would become your bliss. Shining your own light achieving miracles in your own life. So be that star that shines it's light, for you are here only once as you, in that body, under whatever circumstances that surround you to play this game of life. So play it in your terms at-least and play a game you love instead of being reduced as a player in someone else's game. Awaken my starlight for you are meant to shine.