Be That Man

 

I want to be that man who is very relentless in his life

The one who won't give up even when the odds doesn't seem right.

I want to be that man who walks a different path 

A path no man has taken before,  a path no one dares to walk

I want to be that man manly like the man who gave him his life

The one who isn't afraid of what life throws at him 

And enjoys each moment specially the challenging times

I want be that man who never shies away from a fight 

But picks them wisely as he knows his strength and he's tamed his demons quiet

I want to be that man that looks at his challenges with a smile

Even when his enemies outnumber him, he's a whole other animal if provoked so they better hide

I want to be that man who's gentle and kind

And yet flirts with danger as he is also a monster in his mind

I want to be that man who's calm headed and wise 

The one who creates wonders and leads his clan to greater heights

I want to be that man that turns the wheel of destiny 

The one that achieves the impossible in-spite of all the misery

I want to be that man that stands against unjust minds

A man not just with a voice but also of action when its the time

I want to be that man that takes it one day at a time

Living life to the fullest even when life seems boring or a struggle to survive

I want to be that man who lives no fake life or a lie

The one who is bare as his soul just like the Gods intended unique creative and passionately alive

I want to be that man who's given the hardest tests

The one that's given those challenges that prophecies speak off in old tales and legends

I want to be that man who stands for something in his life

The one that brings the change that everyone was waiting for a long time

I want to be that man who's full of honor

The one who lives by a code and his word, humble and grounded

I want to be that man who is all do or die

The one that will go the distance where others won't even try 

I want to be that man who isn't afraid to stand alone

Even when the masses won't call him their own 

I want to be the man who's tried all and went the whole extend

Even if he meets failure at the very end. 

I want to be that guy who never gives up

Always hungry and ambitious chasing dreams bigger than all the universes put as one

I want to be that man who'll move mountains

The one that works wisely conquering his limitations

I want to be that man building his own empire

An empire for the generations that comes after he expires

I want to be that man who made his life worth living

Enjoying his time on Earth as long as he lives in it.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

An Idea

 

You're just an idea evolving, flowing through time slowly dissolving.

The idea of you evolves and your body you have dissolves.

Death's sweet kiss takes your body away and the only thing left behind is this idea

you tried to live and it is a story you lived to say.

There is a quiet yearning to become the best version of your self and that's worth earning.

Challenges are there and no champion is born who is ignorant to his calling.

The process of evolving is not easy and its tormenting.

But if you go with the flow and you focus to only grow.

Fighting through the pain, soaring through the dark phase.

Searching for the light, hoping you're going to shine bright.

Not reacting to the all the bullshit that kept you down in a space you just couldn't fit.

Rising above those traps freeing your soul to soar to such blinding heights.

I know it could get scary sometimes, when all you got is an unwavering faith.

And nobody believes in you and makes you feel foolish while you're drowning in their hate.

But you keep flying into the unknown, not knowing what to expect.

With only a gut feeling that whispers to your soul of an idea that's haunts you to death.

This idea of what you are and who you should become before you rest.

But most don't heed to this calling and falls prey to the fear that is always controlling.

The fear is paralysing, too stray from the herd, to become this idea that no ones heard.

That's what separates the legends from the sheep.

The one that dares even in their sleep.

The quiet soul who follows none and dares himself to walk the paths where others run .

The darkness a friend a familiar territory, he's conquered his demons that eats away his glory.

This quest he's put himself is just a choice.

He seeks no prize and no glory, he's just in for the adventure curious how far he can push his boundaries.

The idea of such a man is what legends speak of.

They come and go over time inspiring the herd to stray from their defeating beliefs.

To stray from the limiting self that seeks to be free.

Explore your limits beyond imagination itself could see.

There is a legend in us all, waiting to be set free.

Why wait for another life, when you can change today even if you think you're too old.

The idea of you can begin today if you just let go. 

An idea of such sorts that's never existed until you had to live it for it to be told.

This awakening is what all men and women seek.

An idea of oneself that will last forever even after the body decays and the soul rests in peace.

To be that someone who came and inspired others who were asleep.

An idea that was given for others to also discover the endless possibility in them waiting to be released.

Star Light-(Part-3)

She just stood there quietly on that beautiful beach expressionless, motionless staring into the blue trying to remember what a beautiful life felt like. It was hidden somewhere deep, deep within her and she's trying to remember but its buried so deep in her she now has forgotten what it felt like. But there was something about that blue waters reflecting the blue skies as she stood on a golden sandy beach mother Gaia, the mother Earth whispered into her ears, "remember", she whispered "remember". But all she could do now was stare at its beauty, silently, motionless, feeling a ripples of emotions running through her forcing her to remember, what it was like to be truly happy. The past few decades, a significant period of her life, an ocean of time in her existence has flashed by like a second. Those years were not kind years for her, those years were not anything close to beautiful, but of horrors she silently holds in herself. Still mentally trapped by a darkness that now is fading slowly and gradually, she cannot remember a time in her life where she felt alive and happy, as it was way so far back in her life that it almost feels like it was a dream. It feels like it was a figment of her imagination or maybe the undying hope she held on for all these years. Time has not been kind to her, it has tested her to her very last cell in her body, she has given and given and given to such an extend that nothing of her exists now . 

A strange peace fills her, she feels safe now far away from the abuse, the fights and the emotional vampirism that has been draining the love and light out of her. She is finally free now, free to roam to her hearts content, free to fly away into the blue to rediscover herself, to remember what it was like when she was a small girl full of life, with dreams and ambitions. For the heavens have finally heard her prayers and they are giving her wings back, they are giving her voice back and her life back with the glory she deserves, with the dignity she has earned. A soul that had fought through all the odds when everything was against her, she was the only source of light for 3 souls when the darkness was fiercely against her. She fought through it all, all by herself, she stood through it all when no one sparred her any mercy, but just stood there and witnessed her sad life from a distance. But hope she held on with all her might and from that hope one day came out a miraculous life.  And there she is staring at that blue, not because she can't remember but she's silenced with sudden  disbelief that all her dreams are coming true. The relief she feels is beyond explanation, the surprises she gets in her life are unimaginable. Just a moment ago the universe had her at her knees, but she still believed with her unwavering faith and today the universe carries her on its shoulder giving her the experience of a lifetime. Times changes so quick and  it unjinxes the bad times and suddenly you feel the brokenness is fixed. It beautifully transforms you to the maverick you are, always meant to fly high shining among the stars. 

She, yes her, standing there right there on that beach with a warrior's soul is my mother. My mother I say proudly. A woman in form, but a power unearthly, Her story is just beginning, she's got much to accomplish. It is truly mysterious how life works, so never give up on hope and in yourself cause it takes just a moment for everything to turn around, it takes just a moment for miracles to happen if you keep an undying faith impervious to any external influence. No dream is small, and no dream you have is too big, fight like a fierce warrior to achieve them with an undying faith and you will accomplish wonders beyond belief. There is no other way than for it to happen, for you have challenged the universe itself and it has no other way than to give it to you. And the best example I could think of was my mother. She wakes up everyday in disbelief of how her life has changed and even now she keeps her faith closer than ever before cause now she believes in herself more than she ever has in the past. Nothing could awaken her but life took her on a journey and opened the eyes off  her soul, and that day it did open, she knew she will never be the same again. Just like her many of you out there, who are on a similar path, don't worry, your moment will come just like hers and when it does come it will be glorious. 7 seven years since the beach she now has come a long way, still healing, still recovering but soaring high.

While you are imprisoned in a rational world, that beats you down to be practical in life killing every ounce of your dreams and aspirations. It might seem foolish or impossible to follow your dreams, while you're held there in that suffocating space, know this, that every dreamer who has achieved their dreams started off once like you. The only difference is they took one step forward and then another until they reached their goal. No magic can be felt in today's world as we are all slaves to our own thoughts and emotions which are deeply controlled by our environment  and the people in them. We think that there is no other way than to work hard, and burn the midnight oil for giant corporations or any influence that keeps you in its grips. They in turn groom minds to keep people in a certain way so they chase the money they decide you are worth and trick you to believe this is your reality. And billions live this life not knowing there is another way, yes there will be struggle but aren't you struggling anyway, the only difference will be that you are living life under your terms deciding your worth and doing the work you love achieving the dreams that truly matter to you that inspires you and the others around you. You will no longer feel struggle the same way because it would become your bliss. Shining your own light achieving miracles in your own life. So be that star that shines it's light, for you are here only once as you, in that body, under whatever circumstances that surround you to play this game of life. So play it in your terms at-least and play a game you love instead of being reduced as a player in someone else's game. Awaken my starlight for you are meant to shine.  

Star Light (Part-2)

 

Drumbeats are coming from a distance, the kind of beats that makes you want to sway to the rhythm or move your head to the beats. There’s something about music it sets you free, there’s something about music it gives you wings and makes you want to fly. It moves you in ways you thought you wouldn’t have, it makes you express yourself in ways you thought you couldn’t have. The drumbeats are approaching, can you feel its intensity, can you feel the sound reverberating into you almost like an invisible hand caressing your soul, and you feel alive like you never have before. There is no denying that music is inspiring, and it’s rightfully said that “Music is food for the soul”. It makes you wild and grips you from within making you sway to its rhythm making you feel like the wind, wild free and ferocious. It teases your senses and at times giving you the goosebumps, remember, how many times have you listened to your favorite song, over and over again repeatedly, like an addiction you take it all in. I feel the universe too is sort of the same, it inspires you through people or when you travel to an exotic country, music, food, cinema or even art. We are all so uniquely different, different things inspires us. Like them drum beats I sometimes feel the universe is drawing our attention to something within ourselves, that sparks a fire within us, that brings a yearning for us to be an instrument like the drums and allowing the universal juice to flow through us and then sending the beats or vibes of who we are to the world. Imagine radiating pure awesomeness all the time, I wonder how that would feel? Can you?

Imagine all of the wonders man has accomplished over the centuries, if you notice only the most exquisite pieces of work may it be in architecture, philosophy, medicine, technology, the arts etc. etc. has stood the test of time. Time will erase us all one day, nothing stands against the test of time apart from the wonders you leave behind to inspire future generations, it’s almost like leaving a time stamp stating that the people of this particular generation belonging to this era of time leave this marvel behind so the future generations be inspired to evolve and blossom to a better community. And through the work they left behind we get a glimpse of what the people were like at that age, what they thought and what they hoped for the planet to be. But the planet also faced dark periods through the ages, it has suffered and has been put to the test but amazingly humans emerge out of it not to barely survive but to thrive prosperously. Maybe some of us would achieve greatness in a global scale or maybe to the point you inspire your country men or maybe just your community in your town or village or just your family. It does not matter at what scale or capacity you brought that change, what’s important is you’ve inspired, even if its just a soul and by that one act you would have started a small ripple in the fabric of time and space for something extra ordinary to occur in the future.

There is a story of Lord Krishna when he was a child, he was wrongly accused of eating dirt and when his mother Yashoda came to correct Lord Krishna for his doing, Lord Krishna responded saying he did no such thing, but not believing the child she asked him to open his mouth and found the entire galaxies and stars the complete universe in Lord Krishna’s mouth. What if, that was a clue the Lord gave us, to tell us that we are the universe and we embody all the mysteries and wonders of it within us. How else would have man evolved from dwelling in the caves to sending launch vehicles into space, how could we achieve such unimaginable feats unless there was some magical mystical mystery in our being. We create things like God creates, only restricted to our potential, but then what is our true potential. Each one of us has that potential but we have lost the ability to see it, believe it, understand it because we stopped seeking it. It is there always calling out to us, speaking to us through people, experiences or even in the drumbeats coming out from that distant drum. You are more than you imagine because you are as deep and wide as the universe something which we cannot fathom. If you think your waiting for the experience so you’d wake up, trust me, it happens a lot in a person’s life. Now its all about responding to that call and taking a leap of faith in that direction, you are just a chemical reaction away to a spontaneous soulful combustion so just decide and let go and watch yourself create wonders.

I hear the drumbeats beating and I feel so alive that I cannot stop my legs from tapping to its rhythm. The hardest part in life is when you’re struggling and you feel the shit has really hit the ceiling, you feel heavy and chained, stuck in a reality you just can’t wait to escape and when hope behaves like a flickering torch light in the darkness of your doom just about to run of its battery charge. Close your eyes and listen to that drum beat and let it guide you, that silent voice that whispers in your ears “Keep Going” listen to it and do what you must. For all the energies you have inside of you, is for you to wield, you will realize that the more you can wield it, you sort of feel like you’re holding the Excalibur of your life and then as you learn to use it, you will also learn to create your world as you please. You will realize the power within you and in self belief the real journey starts. You will realize that you are a weapon that can change your own fate and for others. A weapon so unique that there is only one like you out there in the entire world and in the cosmos. There is only one color to darkness and that is black but the light its more. Light can be broken down to its spectrum of colors, VIBGYOR like we learnt in physics. So maybe there is no one version of the truth and due to our uniqueness we see the truth in different versions, but whatever it maybe go ahead and experience your truth, your truest truth because you absolutely deserve it.

Have you heard about a British soldier named Henry James Tandey  who sparred the life of a wounded Adolf Hitler during the first world war. I guess many would have debated a lot on, why oh why, didn't he shoot Hitler. Well in his defense, who would have known that Adolf Hitler would go ahead and do what he did. Yes for sure Henry could have stopped the second world war but maybe that wasn't natures intention. The sad part is even after his life was sparred Hitler did not change his ways, his near death experience did not transform him to be a better man but he rather saw it as an opportunity thinking to himself "Ha, now I can go ahead with my evil plan". And like all villains we see in movies we saw him fall too. But I wonder. what if, he transformed his life after that incident and went ahead and became the leader of Germany only to transform the world to a more compassionate place. I wonder what that Hitler would be like, maybe he would have grown his ridiculous moustache out completely and wore a smile on his face kissing people and lifting their spirits up, I feel he would have made a very strong awesome leader. But that was not the case because he had his head so far up in his arsch, he was totally consumed by the darkness within him. He wasn't a cesspool of love, oh no, it was hate. You see, if the darkness doesn't transform you for the greater good it will consume you until you're doomed. So don't hide it, ignore it nor be afraid of it, instead acknowledge it, learn from it and embrace it, cause if you prevent it from consuming you it will lead you to the light. 

My Dad used to always say aim for the stars and if you fail at least you'll fall on the clouds. But I'll say there is no limit to where you wish to aim and even if you fail, get back up and aim again. Nobody will understand the battles you are fighting  nor will anybody come to fight it for you. Only you know the importance of it, and it is ok if you feel you have lost too many battles until now because only a few battles have been lost for you still have the war to win. Like I said you are just a chemical reaction away from reaching there and this time you're going to be awake while you fight to win them.