Uninspired

People say life is short, so spend you're time wisely. But life is predominantly filled with grey areas wherein you are either waiting for something to happen or your forcefully trying to make it happen. It is filled with the drama, drama of others that you're involved with or your own. It's filled with the same actions trying to bring a different result or you are constantly evolving hoping for the creme de brulee, the sweetest time of your life. Life seems to be a series of transitions we ought to take but the majority of us fail to take that leap. Stuck in familiar patterns fearing the unknown that awaits us, we stick to the familiar identity we have created through our time here on this planet. Sometimes, time can be the biggest and most cruel thing that is happening, when efforts have been made for change but nothing seems to happen. For some of us it could be the opposite, cause your busy living it, lost in its wonder hoping and creating more, living a happy life. This form of happiness seems so hard to find in a consistent basis because for some of us, there is a part of themselves that seeks to grow and expand and accomplish more in life, but nothing seems to happen. The majority of time we have in our hands are wasted, because most of the time we don't know what to do with it. Most of the time we are just drifting in the wind like a piece of paper, hoping that it takes us on this miraculous thrilling journey and when it doesn't, a quiet space builds within us that eventually grows into a void you don't know what to fill it with.

The worst part of time is when you have completely detached from the world, wherein you feel, you don't seem to fit in it anymore, nor feel any sort of amusement in its mundane routines. The Monday blues hit you hard as you dread to turn up for that job your doing just to survive, a part of you dies each time you choose to live this cycle so you can survive another month, secretly hoping a miracle would happen to turn all this greyish ickish feeling around. But some of us thrive in this reality and I look at them and wonder, and think to myself, How are they doing this? It isn't that you're unhappy completely, but a strange sense of something is missing, kind of feeling whelms you up. The spark of life is missing and nothing what you're doing right now, seems to add value to your life and hence you're quietly dying. The oomph factor doesn't seems to be there, you don't feel like your top of the world, but sinking in the rut of this normalcy which is draining away the excitement, you wish to posess at this point. I wonder, how many of you are out there, who feel so. Who wake up everything day, as long as they could remember feeling, there has to be more to life than this? It can't be just this? It's boring and the frustration of being stuck in this space is suffocating. Hidden emotions keep visiting you, that makes you feel that you want to fly or run away to this mysterious place that is going to fulfil your soul. But where is this place? I don't think its out there cause no matter where you run to your mind and your emotions will stay the same, maybe an initial excitement will fool you to believe you have reached this mysterious place but when it comes back to living each day again and again you will fall back right where you started.

It is the uninspired part of you that seeks awakening, the part that you have been ignoring and not listening to cause its asking you to do things that frightens you. It's uninspired not because it is uninspired, but because you refuse to take the inspiration from it and take a risk to taste the life you're craving. It frightens you because you have to move away from your familiar self and do things that are unfamiliar to you. Like believing in yourself and following your own path, creating your own success and using your own hidden gifts. Instead of listening to this voice, we cower into out familiar selfs reducing our lives to mediocrity and end up cursing everything around us. The greatest gifts and treasures you seek will away be found only in yourself, it would be out of this gift, that you will be able to truly transform your life. Yes, it would be scary at first but in the long run it would be worth it. Waiting until you're ready is a waste of time as you were born ready to use this gift. We all have one, and we all know what it is and what to do and some of us don't even realise it, because we are so much in denial and paralysed to make that bold move and instead fall into our old patterns out of the fear of facing the fear that's arresting your progress. And the best part of fear is, once you are prepared to face it, it disappears, all it takes is to face it, and it takes just a moment for you to overcome it cause on the other side of that fear lies so much more of the life your have been dreaming about. 

It's your fear that keeps you uninspired, that traps you and chokes you out, to prevent you into venturing and seeking the life you were born to live. The worst part is, nobody understands, the fear they have wasn't even theirs in the first place but what was picked up along the way in their lives from the people they interacted with. People will always ridicule your dreams or the way you chose to live, but, it is by taking up that challenge that changes everything in your life. It is by being that person, you will transform  into the butterfly, so stop hiding in the cocoon of fears and lies that you carry inside yourself, release them and break free and be liberated from them. Draw the first and most powerful fresh breath of air and let it fill your lungs into the true version of who you truly were meant to be in the first place. Shed the beliefs and emotions that no longer serve your purpose and step into the reality of your dreams. Step into the possibility that you can shake and be free of all previous illusions of your self and believe that even if you were that paper bag drifting randomly in the wind at one time, can reach its destination, where it wishes to be. Your inspiration is right there in your uninspired self, waiting to takes it chance to live again, wild and free, full of life thriving and flourishing in its grandest form. So let the uninspired be inspired, and let the inspired, inspire others.