What is it like to truly live I keep pondering?
Trapped in a head filled with so much imagination.
Thinking if these are the ways to live
With so much hesitation
I slide through life hoping I’ll get a chance to live it fully
One exhilarating exploration exploding out of me
With many surprises beyond my anticipation and imagination
But I've faced many trials that has put me in an unsettling disposition
Because life is a complete mystery
And I swing between happiness and utter confusion
I stay stuck between this dance of it's highs and lows
Inspite of all the work that I've put in
I have been hit back with all the resistance and remorse
While I started this journey with only one mission
And that mission in mind is towards excellence
I’m tired of fighting and my energy is drained
Drained out of my existence and efforts are going in vain
Still not willing to give up nor give in
Still willingly able to get back up and fight it till the end
But I’m at the end of my patience
And I wish I'd strike some luck
Before this life fucks me up
There was a time long back when magic happened out off habit
Life flowed and glowed
Pulling rabbits out of hats metaphorically happened
But somehow life hit me with a lightning bolt
Stole the rabbit and the hat and the magic from my hold
With my mojo stolen I roamed about like a hobo
Hoping for a miracle to save me from my sorrows
Cause I felt destroyed and betrayed
Hurt and lost without my magic it was pure dismay
Looking for the spark in every single branch in every todays and tomorrows
And nobody could help me cause this was not something I could borrow
Because your magic is your magic
Without it you cannot create and this was my sorrow
This is life it has it’s ways, sometimes your up or fading away
Sometimes it does not give a fuck
Even if you have been riding through life’s tests
Sometimes you got to fall to such an extend
That getting back up seems scary or too tedious in your head
Only the strongest of the strongest are given these test so they come to realize That they religiously blew it up looking through the ego’s eyes
While the magic hid deep within them even if they could not see it in their minds
Realizing this was the mystery life was teaching me
To see through my soul as I'm more than I've imagined me to be
This is life, sometimes it’s green and sometimes it’s red
Sometimes your on the highway instead
It gives you everything and then takes it away
So that you learn the value of you from all the materials and the hate
So that you learn, you are the magic itself
And learning to believe in you through all these tests
The picture might not be clear but always keep the faith
Because after one devastating fall all you'll have is your faith
A faith directed to thy own self
The only person who can set you free from your life's test
In you, you should believe to the very end
As the answers are embedded in your very head
The truth be told it is sort of a revealing
The grandness of the creator is in you
So don't stop beliveing
All the riches are buried in your soul
Only if you could see this can you see the truth that life holds.
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